liik a kidd tht jus seen his mom wrapping his presents and nt santa

myb i wood liik to thnk tht im relieved and tht postsecret ws for me

but im nt

surely it ws for me but then tht leads me to question everythng i.ve ever lived by

n it seem as tho my issue of insanity is spiraling out of fuckn control

its liik throughout my life i.ve been living by these rules tht i.ve pick up along the way

u no simple stuff

dont let ppl treat u n e kind of way

stand up for urself

men will only do wat you allow them to do

etc etc etc etc

....

but within the last few days my judgement has been questioned

its as though every objection i have .. deep dwn i questioned whether im overreact r if im judging the situation correctly

..

i nvr wanted to b the girl tht overreacts and flips out of her dude at the drop of a nickel

i began a couple of yr ago to pride myself of expressing how i feel to ppl and not leav them up in the air

but win i askd sullivan (this guys im tlkn to)

he quickly told me tht i act liik a mad black woman

im always pissd

WTF??

i ws extremely pissd

liik wat do u mean???

..

then i explain to a fren of mine wat he had told me

she agree

wow!!!

.........................................................

i nvr wanted to carry myself tht way

now im lost confusion n pissd

i feel dum

liik a kid tht jus seen the eastr bunny tke off his costume

+_+
...
wher do u strt at reconstructing sumthn so massive?
hw and win do i no im doin it?
ugh.